Wednesday, March 24, 2010

When I can go home early from work.....

hello everyone..

M still at the office, n surprisingly, my story has been cleared by my editor! Pretty awesome huh?
Hoping I can get back home early today, and the best thing of all - having dinner with dnie :)


Wednesday, March 10, 2010

I am sorry

Hello everyone. its been a long time since i write. Eventhough I'm aware that nobody reads this, but I think I should say sorry for not being a responsible blogger. Sorry baby bloggy '=.=

M currently at the office, waiting for somebody to go makan and head for an assignment with me later. My days have been so dry lately, as I know, something is missing.

There are a lot of things to think of right now, including the subject that I should major in,personal condition,my love life...n other stuff. Well to be truthful, I cant do it on my own. I need help, I need some advice. For I am one who knows less about life and nothing about making good decisions.

For the person I have torn apart, I am sorry. But I just dont know how else to say it out just to be heard. I want to feel wanted, I want to feel important. My feelings were hurt before, but now it hurts more being alone without u.

I am deeply sorry for my selfishness and greediness through out this path that we have chosen. But never I doubt the feelings that I have for u and what u have given me.

Thank u n i miss u. and of course, I love u.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Interesting, true ALSO

*Kiss her in front of your friends.
*Tell her she looks beautiful.
*Look at her in the eye when you talk to her.
*Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.
*Let she mess with your hair.
*Just walk around with her.
*Include her in everything you do.
*When she cries, do whatever it takes to make her smile.
*Tickle her even if she says stop.
* Look at her as she is the only one you see
*When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her (if you mean it).
*Let her fall asleep in your arms.
*Get her mad, then kiss her.
*Tease her and let her tease you back.
*Stay up with her all night when she's sick.
*Watch her favorite movie.
*Kiss her forehead.
*Write her letters.
*Let her wear your clothes.
*When she's sad, hang out with her.
*Let her know she is important.
*Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
*Kiss her in the rain.
*And when you fall in love with her, tell her.
*And when you do tell her, love her like you never loved before.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Ever fallen in love?

You stir up my natural emotions
Make me feel like dirt
I’m hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
What is worse

I can’t see much of future
Unless we find out who’s to blame, what a shame
And we won’t be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Di medan buku

Hohoho makin rajin ku menulis blog nie. Sebabnyer ku xde menda nk wat,so tulis ler. So today is 24th August, its our 11th month anniversary. 11 months have passed yeah, seems so fast, so short, seems so...... 'still'.

Not a very good day I sense today, not feeling so well, feeling very hungry as movements take place non-stop. Puasa some more kannnn. Woke up late today at about 7.20 am and of course I have to rush bathing and going to college. Everything sangatlah out of place lately. Have the intention to skip classes, but I just.....can't. Tapi dtg2 college skip class gak, kejadah apenyer ku nie. Dah tak bape betul agaknyer.

Okey so wrote a new poem yesterday, last night to be exact. Things like the value of life and friendships and relationships involved in a place and between phrases. I just love to write. Nyum2 cam tomyam hahahaha. Laparnyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr '=.=

M now at the college library, sejuk sungguh medan buku nie, airconds everywhere. Tempat lama dlu semput takde aircond lak hahaha. Funny IACT. *joke, dont sue me please* Masuk2 library saw new lamps, hanging.. Wohooo coool giler hahaha. (ok pe dh jadi ngan ku nie)

So here I am, tgh tahan kencing some more, sejuk nak mampos kat sini, wait till 3 for him to finish his class and I pledge to wait and will constantly wait till bukak puasa at somewhere delicious! Wohooo! So thats my goal for today, to makan sedap2 buka puasa.

Wish u can join me mak and encik.


Saturday, August 22, 2009

somebody please wake me up

Approximately 1.07 am. Playing some Playfish game, easily gets me addicted to it. Remembered my eldest brother always mock me around about it, and how about nowwww, u're seeing my ass now huh? :D

Its the first day of Ramadhan, its been great and all. Having so much excitement in celebrating it. Holy month it is, to bathe our souls with goodness and ungreediness.

I dont know what to write, what else to add up, just want to take this oppurtinity to wish all the Muslims in the whole wide beautiful world a happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak and lets us celebrate it with the remembrance of Allah s.w.t.


Friday, August 21, 2009

invisible? divisible?


It's been a while I write something in this blog. Whatever it is I know it is still valid as mine. How are things lately? Very very busy, just started off my 4th semester. Well, all the subjects are not bad (at least they have got something to do with mass comm), however, I don't go for Multimedia. I don't understand why on earth mass comm students have to take on some clicking clicking* subject like that. Dealing with after effects? So not my thing you'allllll. Ain't dope maaann! :D

As for other things, I'm really looking forward to this Ramadhan. Good month, good month. Spice things up with family would be awesome. Though, things are not always going our way, have always got to be strong for some people who needs us to be stronger than them. For what it is worth, I know it is a must, although moving on is the hardest thing to do. I have always believe things happen for a reason. No werriessssss.

Love love love. Yeah love is definate strange thing. Its like a creature crawling through our hearts, bite you whenever, and I really mean whenever, being selfish with regards to time, and tickles you whenever you never expect. It comes and goes, blooom and crushed. Sometimes some words hurt ALOT, I mean alot, but hey, I make the same mistakes too. Whatever it is the love is there, not rotten, not to be thrown away. Time will tell, time will tell. For what it is worth, I love my munchkin to bits.

Watched Angus, thongs, and perfect snoggings. Find it so interesting, childish, wild, but meaningful. Love the songs in the movie, making me getting hook to it, for quite some time now. They sound funny, but I think funny is cool :D

Understanding, I've thrown away you. Now I desire happiness.

So longgggg.